my sissy savanah and i love this gurl she is so crazy but i love here so much!

my sissy aubrey and my sissy savanah i love this pic!

me and my sissy aubrey i love u girlie

the girls being crazy but i love them anyways tho!<3

me and my sissy savanah love you <3

this is my new baby cousin she has no name yet she was born early this morin andshe is a per-merge baby and i think my mom said she weighs 1lb 8ounces and she is in Las Vegas and she will be there for the next four to five months but i just want this year to go by fast so that she can come home and be home in California were she will live most of the time. They will be going back and forth from vegas and san degio where they will be living. I LOVE YOU BABY COUSIN<3

Boyfriends

on skype with my boyfriend and we r having the best convo ever in my whole life!:) i love you!<3

School!

Ok I am in the 8th grade and next year i start high school and the past two weeks we have been picking are classes for nexted year! I can't wait till next year I will be with all my old friends and will have new friends and thats the best part about high school! The one thing teenagers going into high school is that the classes are harder but you won't have as much homework that you have in middle school. The best thing for me is that at my local high school you only have six classes! xoxox, Kayla Hopson<3

Life

Life sucks for everybody at some point in their life and for me its everyday! I hurt everyday and I know why I always hope its something else buts not its more than that its love! Love is what brings me down and thats why I am always hurting is because my heart is broken and the one person who broke it will never be able to fix it ever again! Maybe one day but that one day is a long ways away and something will have happened by then! It hurts even more knowing who he likes and wondering what they have that you don't have is another thing that brings me down more than anything in life. I think all the time about what I did wrong to lose the best thing i have ever had and not knowing what I did really makes me hurt even more than I already do. Some people say it takes time to heel but what if you never heel from it then what? What else is there in life besides hate? I need to know cause as life goes on time will never heel. And will never have anybody. I always think that i am special but i'm not and i know that now since I am not with the one person that i truely love with all my heart and i will never know the really reason that we broke up in the first place. The most hard part is that I can't talk to my parents cause they don't know that I date. I feel really alone right now sitting in my bedroom on my bed crying I just wish he knew how I feel about him. He is my love my never ending love! and i wish i knew how he felt about me. he is my everything and he needs to know that. will he please just stay my baby!