Boyfriends

Why wont your ex-boyfriends just leave you alone when you ask them to! I hate when they ask you out and you tell them to let yourself think about it. and all they do is just bug all day about it. Grrr i just wish he would let me think. I really dont want a boyfriend right now I am trying to give all my attention to all my subscribers and everybody else even the things I love the most which is fashion not my ex-boyfriend.
What is the great thing about having a boyfriend oh wait there is nothing because they dont even listen to you all they want is a girlfriend to kiss, and take with them to a party. For me having a boyfriend is more than that. For me its about love and being with someone that I care a lot about. and not to just have someone to kiss or to just take to partys and not be with that person for the right reasons and everything else. I know i'm only 13 but i have a soft heart and i get hurt all the time by guys and I just dont want someone that will hurt me in the ways that other guys have hurt me in.
Boyfriends are crazy and retared in many ways and they dont even know how to treat a girl the right way and let them be because a girl does need space and i finally just got over the one guy I did fall in love with and everything. I just wish that he would see that I do like him I just am not looking for a relationship right now. Its fine if were friends that like each other I just dont want to be in a relationship right now!