Life Problems!

Well you guys here is my weekly post on my week and day! This week was good until today after dinner.. My mom found out that i was on my other Facebook! Of course I lied and told here I haven't and I couldn't because my dad delete.. also today was good because i got my pack of cigarettes today and thank god she doesn't know about that! I just had long talk with my mom and I begged her to let me go to seattle for a week in april:) but when i asked her about me being lesbian i asked her if she cares about it and she completely ignored the question that doesn't make me feel good about myself what so ever!! I will just have to accept the fact that she never will and when I'm down with high school and when i am 18 she can't stop me and the choices i make i really need to get her out of my life and just spend it with my cousin alecsis the one that accepts me for me and myself!! i love you alecsis and i need to talk you tomorrow at school i might even cry all day long and just go back and be in depressed mood at not talk at all:/ at least my aunt darnell would understand and accept me for me and who i am.. night everyone