Relationships

There are those little moments with your best friend. Your in love with your best friend and they say they like you. You guys flirt mess around to them its being stupid or having fun but to you means more than what it means to them. I have learned that you have to save yourself before you get hurt. Being in love with you best friend is hard because they will say something like this (i like you but i can't be with you because i can't do that with one of my best friends, also i don't want to lose you.) if they something like that they really don't know that their losing you more now than they will your together then breakup. I am going through this with my best jazmin. we have been friends for about 8 months it took me one look at her and i knew i was in love with her. she found in january and it turned my life hell because she had a girlfriend one after another. you like me you have to take that risk that chance before you lose it. there are a lot of things in life but being in love you have one chance and if you blow it good luck getting back because i can say that she will most likely not get that chance back.. on top of all she had a gf and so did i. we both cheated on them but with each other. don't let your best friend use u and then throw to the side because it aint a good to have. your broken hearted you wish you had never met them. what i do the most is i ignore her to see if she will chase after me. idk if she will or not but i hope that she knows what she wants that she needs to go after it before she loses it. i don't regret cheating on the girl i was with because i didnt like her. but jazmin she regretted it. it hurts when your best friend makes out with you and then right after literally the second after it happens she says i shouldn't have done that. i really want you guys to see that teenage relationships lead to heartbreak you guys should go through high school livin it young wild and free..

Life Problems!

Well you guys here is my weekly post on my week and day! This week was good until today after dinner.. My mom found out that i was on my other Facebook! Of course I lied and told here I haven't and I couldn't because my dad delete.. also today was good because i got my pack of cigarettes today and thank god she doesn't know about that! I just had long talk with my mom and I begged her to let me go to seattle for a week in april:) but when i asked her about me being lesbian i asked her if she cares about it and she completely ignored the question that doesn't make me feel good about myself what so ever!! I will just have to accept the fact that she never will and when I'm down with high school and when i am 18 she can't stop me and the choices i make i really need to get her out of my life and just spend it with my cousin alecsis the one that accepts me for me and myself!! i love you alecsis and i need to talk you tomorrow at school i might even cry all day long and just go back and be in depressed mood at not talk at all:/ at least my aunt darnell would understand and accept me for me and who i am.. night everyone

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The true test

can't wait for seattle its gonna be hard to leave her behind knowing how i feel its gonna be hard i know i have gone two weeks without her but this is gonna fucking kill me because i will be out of the fucking state and i need her by my side every step of the way and she is the one i love and i can't go without her but i have to. this is gonna be a test to see if i can trust her with my heart i hope by april we'll be together already wish me the best of luck. the way it sounded today it kinda seems like it. How can i be in love with someone that has cheated on all of their exs? is that possible i know tell alicia one but in my heart its comes down to i have to tell JAZMIN everything its hard tell i really just have to show her by kissing her but i don't want to kiss her and then she pushes me away and doesn't want to talk to me ever again... HELP ME PLEASE... i know this a lot but its true love is a battlefield also tears show ur true feelings word just speak them! I LOVE YOU JAZMIN CORTES YOU ARE NUMBER ONE IN MY HEART!

Jazmin Cortes!!!

Okay so here is my blog post about Jazmin that i promised!

So the first thing i want to say is tat she is so god damn fucking sexy i would hit her up in a heart beat. She has a nice fucking tight ass nice boobs and a good fuckin sexy ass body and i really want her even if its just a hook up i want her. My friend divine said she would hook me up with one of her friends but i said i will only if you can get with Jazmin first and thats it. Her lips make me want to just stand up grab her by the arms and grab her ass while i am kissing her full on:D Well her i want to just be with her but that is my number on fantasy and i want it to come true!!!!

Bisexual or Lesbain

Hey everyone! So todays blog post is about being Bisexual or Lesbain. Why you ask? Well people always ask me what am I. I tell them I'm bisexual. I am bisexual. Three ways you can tell your bisexual. Here they are... 1) . you think about a girl all the time. 2).You have a weird feeling when your around that person 3). You kissed a girl and you want to do it again.... These are some of the ways I found out I was bisexual. I always thought I was bisexual but about 5 months I started to like my best friend Jazmin! Every time I am around her I always happy. She was the first person I had told about me being bisexual. Jazmin she is bisexual as well and I care about her a lot. I spent my own money on buying her a necklace:) she loves it and was wearing it all day today at school. She makes my heart want to explode of love for her. She knows how I feel and she knows that I want to be more than friends and i have the biggest feeling she wants the same but is scared to ask me out. Idk what I should do because I want her now and everyone knows that but her. I want to tell her that but im scared to because she just got out of a relationship with a girl that she says she loves but they were only dating about a month and a week. So i need help on how to tell her my feels??? HELP ME PLEASE.......

XOXO,

Kayla Hopson

Changes!

Changes!

You complain about your mistake

You want to fix them starting with a new break

Give a look and think about your past

Do you see that its more than your past it your life

Can't think of reasons why you made those mistakes

Its all about the pressure that people put on you

They don't see that they are hurting you just as much as they are hurting themselves

You can't change the way people are they their minds

Some are totally stupid

Others are smart as can be

Do you want to change?

Is someone wanting you to change yourself just to fit in

Its all about friends and the right choices

You have a voice to stand up for your rights

If people don't agree why should you have to

Life calls for a chance to fix mistakes

Start a new year off fresh

Like me

I didn't like the old me

I was rude

Hurtful, mean, though, stupid

By saying I was stupid

I mean I made a choice to do something I didn't think about

I hate myself for what I did

I wasn't the only person

There someone I thought was a friend or more

They turned on me right when I need them

Give life a try

Don't give up

You never know what could be coming your way soon

2012 a new year also a fresh start<3

Kayla Hopson

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