Sunday, August 14, 2011

Brothers and Video typing!

Okay so my brother Chris is very funny and stupid at times! Its funny when he tells me things that i dont need to know and then he doesnt realize i have that against him and sometimes he should becare what he tells his little sister muhahahaha! Love you Chris<3 just watch out i might do something to crazy the shit out of you!!!!

Tuesday, August 2, 2011

Boys!

This a topic that i choose because, im in high school and being in high school there are a lot of guys but i only see one in the whole school that i really like and have feeling for. I have dated three that go to school there but this one he has something about him that i just love. i dont what it is he does to make me like him. He is so sweet and special. I myself feel special when im around him. He makes me laugh, smile, giggle, blush, and when i see him he is all that is one my mind and all i want is for him to hug me and kiss me. I really want him to ask me out and i dont want him to go out with me for a bet or because he is filling that empty space with a girlfriend. I want him to actaully like me for me and maybe how i look bu that doesnt matter at this point in my life. All i want is that high school romance that every girl dreams about having because its what makes high school high school. I like him a lot and i think im evening falling in love with him. He doesnt know that i feel this way still he knew before but i dont think he even remembers that i still have feelings for him that are real and not fake like his last girlfriend. Connor if your reading this i dout you are please know that i really like you and that you mean more to me than you ever did. we use to fight and hate eachother but then that one night when we stood and talked for like ever i realize that when i looked into your eyes that i felt something i had never felt. Connor your making me feel and think that you dont feel the same and id really like to know how you feel about me? please text me so that we can talk about our friendship please? Well i just want to tell everyone out there that there are plenty of guys you will see if your in high school or going to into high school that there are a lot of cute guys that you like and want to date and you mights date some of them but in the end there will be one that will be your high school sweetheart and i think i found him but i dont think he found his yet and if its me then i will jump up and down a thousand times and realize that i was right that i was the one for him and that he was the one for me but life doesnt work that way yet for all of us but all i hope is that i can at least date him once in my high school life! So i love everyone and mostly Connor S. and i dont care what my friends think about you and that i like you its my feelings for you and nobody can change that not even my parents! I LOVE YOU<3